For Whom the Gavel Pounds (c) 98 by me, Allison M. Fleury All "Sonic the Hedgehog" characters and related indicia (c) and TM Sega. Used without permission. Oh yeah, my email is: lupienne@aol.com. You be sendin' those comments, ya hear? This document may be freely distributed, as long as it's not altered in any way. Ok, peoples, this story contains: some violence & swearing ...just a warning... :) This story is from a first person point o' view! It's also the sequel to "The New Season"! "For Whom the Gavel Pounds" By Allison M. Fleury "My heart is black And my body is blue" --The Cardigans I was sound asleep in my cell. The rock-hard bed didn't affect my sleeping at all...I was used to hard beds. I had never been pampered in Robotropolis. The clanking of metal on metal woke me up. I looked up, half-expecting to see a SWATbot, but it was just the cyborg rabbit. The cell door was open. She smiled at me. I didn't smile back. She was pushed rather rudely aside by a large skunk. He was one of those men who thought everyone was looking at him. Admiring him. My father had been the same way. That's why I hated the bastard. The skunk had a pair of handcuffs. He gave me a weird smile...it creeped me out. I backed away, but he grabbed me. It was a harder grip than necessary. I wasn't fighting. My shoulder was aching from his grip. "Ow!" I cried as he yanked my arms hard behind my back. The cuffs snapped over my wrists much too tightly...they bit down through my thin skin and ground against my bones. "Hey, stinky. Could you loosen these? Just a little?" The skunk spun me around and thrust his face into mine. His breath stunk like stale meat, his nose was glistening black, and his eyes were a murky blue, much darker than mine. "You ain't gettin' off easy, mate. With anything." "Does that mean no?" I didn't think I sounded smartass, but the skunk was razzled. He smacked me hard across the face. He was a big guy; I was little. That slap brought me down to my knees, eyes stinging from pain-tears, but I didn't whimper. "Hey hey," protested the rabbit. "Ya'all be careful with 'im, Geoffrey." I couldn't of agreed more. But the skunk yanked me up by the back of the collar and then herded me roughly out of the room. When I faltered a bit in my steps, the skunk was right behind me and he kept walking. He was like a moving stone wall pushing me forward. When we got to a long wooden building, which I assumed was Knothole's courthouse/meeting hall, Geoffrey allowed me to stop. To regain my composure, I suppose. I noticed some of the villagers milling around, some casting quick glances at me. I almost laughed. What were they so afraid of? True...my rank in Robotropolis might've been impressive...or sounded impressive, anyway. Second-in-Command of Robotropolis. But my appearance, for God's sakes, I wasn't scary. I was a short skinny little man with big eyes that must be reflecting my anxiety. Then Geoffrey opened the door and shoved me forward into the building. All the seats in the courtroom were filled. Most faces I didn't recognize, but some I did...the princess, Sonic, the two-tailed fox-brat, the kooky French fox. Standing behind a podium at the front of the room was King Acorn, decked out in full regal robes. His crown was perched on his head; he was looking very proper. His eyes darkened when he saw me. He had a gavel in his hand. The skunk shoved me down in a chair before the king. I felt my hands tremble in my nervousness...the king was in front of me and the crowd at my back. I could be mobbed from all sides. The skunk left me and took a position near the king's side. He was the bailiff, I suppose, there to protect if things got out of hand. He should be near me. I was the one who needed protecting. "All rise," ordered Geoffrey in his Aussie voice. I heard them all stand up behind me, so I stood too. It was hard with my hands shackled behind me. I almost toppled backwards. "This is not a formal court...but merely to decide if this man should be charged for his crimes, or allowed to join us, which is his request." There were some surprised mummers from the crowd. They thought I was crazy. Well maybe they weren't entirely wrong, but I did have my reasons for wanting to join this group of dumb kids. "Alright, sit," said Geoff. I didn't know entirely how they worked this. But the skunk came over and led me to the chair near the podium. I had to sit next to that Acorn king and feel his hostility, and have the crowd's eyes on my face. Great. My anxiety increased ten-fold and I felt familiar sweat bead my forehead. Geoff stood before me with a book. The Mobian Book of the Higher Order. Their religion. They could've had a hundred gods, but there was one main one. A head honcho, who went by the name of "God." I never heard mention of the others. "Do you swear, by this holy book," Geoff scowled, and I fidgeted. Geoff shook the book slightly, and I pressed my hand against the book's cover. He seemed satisfied. "By this holy book, do you swear to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth?" "Yes." He drew the book away and went to stand on the other side of the king. The crowd stared at me. I lowered my eyes. "All right. First we shall get the crimes out of the way. One of our first thoughts is to protect our children. Have you molested any children, Mr. Snively?" I gulped a little. Did molest mean be cruel to kids? I wasn't ever nice to children. They irritated me. Or did it mean do sexual things to them? I've never done that. King Acorn glared at me. "Answer the question!" "Um..." I bit my lip. "I don't understand the question." Sonic stood up. "What's to understand, Needlenose!? Have you ever screwed little kids?!" Sally looked a bit miffed. Her gaze was on Tails, who was staring at Sonic. He looked like a child who's just stumbled across Internet porn, eyes shocked and awed. "No," I said. "Have you ever hurt little kids?" asked one of the Freedom Fighters, a fat walrus. "No," I said. It was a lie. They knew it, damn! "Yes, I have. But I never fucked them." King Acorn roared in anger and I cowered away from him. He had the gavel in his hand and I expected him to start beating me with it. He didn't hit me. But Geoff did. He was by me in a second and he smacked my head so hard I nearly blacked out. I fell forward onto the small table I was seated behind. I wiggled a little. It's hard to push yourself up when your hands are behind your back. Geoff unlocked the cuffs. Probably figured he'd subdued me enough that I wouldn't think of fighting back. Stupid jerk. I had no intentions of fighting in the first place. King Acorn, or "Max", as I'd heard him be called, was glaring at me. "What?" I asked. "You WILL NOT curse in this room, Mr. Snively. DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR?!" Oh...I'd said fuck. That's right. I sighed a little....these animals were so damn sensitive. I almost felt like saying, "Oh, I'm so FUCKING sorry', but didn't. I was already hated enough. "I'm sorry, your Majesty. It won't happen again." He nodded. "Very well. So, you say you have hurt children. How so?" I closed my eyes briefly. Great question, king. He wanted me punished. He didn't want me as a Freedom Fighter and every one of his questions was making this crowd hate me more. I could almost feel the prickle of a rope around my neck. "Um.. I've yelled at children prisoners, maybe smacked a couple..." "Have you ever tortured any of 'em?" demanded Geoff. I guess any one of them could ask questions. "No." "Fine," growled the king. "Have you taken part in the roboticization of Mobians?" "Yes." "Willingly?" asked Bunnie. I stared at her for a second. That rabbit. She was a little fool. Thought I was really a sweet person under my asshole exterior. Fool. Each layer of my mind was a new horror; a layer of angry thorns that tore at me, a layer of dusty memories, a layer of acid guilt, a layer of pure tears gelled into a sticky film...no. There was no good to be found in me. It was far too late for that. But then I realized that that was it. My pain was going to be my protector now. "Willingly sometimes," I said. "But not all the time. Sometimes I wished I could smash all those roboticizers. Anything to save those people." "You committed treason, did you not?" the king asked. If I told a lie, what would happen? Would the Mobian god fry my ass with a lightning bolt? I highly doubted it. "Well yes, but I didn't know about it until the last minute. Julian said he was going to announce something to you. He was always dramatic, you know, so I thought really nothing of him crashing into your throne room. But when he said he was taking over, I was stunned. But it was too late then. I had to go along with him." No lightning bolts hit me. The book, resting on King Acorn's podium, didn't spring up and yell, "He's lying!" I was a good liar. I knew it. I had to be. Robotnik was always suspicious of me, he always thought I was conniving against him, which of course, I was. But I covered it up like an expert. I truly must've been a corrupt Earth president in a past life. Which made me think of one of the presidents, who said Mars would be the poor man's paradise. He'd shipped hundreds of orphans and poor people there, all volunteers. But he neglected to tell them about the hostile aliens there. Thousands were slaughtered, but no one found out until five years later. The president had covered it up that well. He claimed he was helping 'clean up the nation' when caught. But the last I heard of Earth...well...it had never reached the level of Mobius. And the people of Earth had blown the planet to astral dust in the fifth World War. So much for my homeland. "Mr. Snively, perhaps I should repeat the question." King Acorn sounded annoyed. He was just itching to tie a rope around my neck and watch me hang. "Y-y-yes please," I stammered, brought out of my thoughts. "Why was it too late to back out? To NOT help Julian with the coup? You had plenty of opportunities." I resisted a smile. Now was my chance to make the crowd feel sorry for me. Mine was a tale of woe, true woe. I had really suffered, but now I would exploit it and use it to help me. "Well...I may have been second in command, but Robotnik never respected me. He wasn't nice to me, you know. So, not only did I NOT have time to back out, I was afraid to back out." I kept my eyes wide and I knew how pitiful and harmless I looked. I had used this look on Robotnik all the time, trying to convince him not to hit me. It only worked half the time. Half the time, Robotnik would calm down, the other half, he was too enraged to care. "What were your jobs as zee second in command?" asked the French fox. I thought carefully on that one. Leaving out truth wasn't necessarily a lie. And if it was, I didn't give a shit. "I patrolled factories and helped roboticize and watched surveillance." That sounded harmless enough. I left out all the nasty details. Like my experiments on poor helpless Mobians, my interrogations, and my plans to find Knothole, and the fact that I had sometimes liked causing those creatures pain. "Did you come to Mobius strictly to rule it?" asked the King. He seemed so much more interested in the events of the coup...He was one to hold a grudge, I supposed. But I couldn't blame him. His peaceful kingdom had been uprooted, his queen and daughter separated from him, and his own self thrown in the Void. "No...I came to Mobius with Julian because World War Four was going on. We just came here to escape the war." "And came here in the midst of another war." "Yes," I said. I said it sadly. Then I glanced up at the crowd. Were they looking sorry for me? Thinking I should be spared? All I saw was a bunch of mouths twisted downwards. That struck me as disapproval. Oh, great. Time to turn up the pitifulness. The king grunted. "Just a few more questions, then we decide." "Did ya even like Robotnik?" asked Bunnie. "No," I said. And that wasn't a lie. "I hated him." "Are you in league with Naugus?" demanded the king. In league with Naugus? I almost laughed. That crazy old wizard. All right, I'd been on his side in the beginning. We used to have lengthy conversations back when Julian was warlord and Naugus the king's wizard. But now that Naugus was back, he'd proved our friendship was null...or perhaps had never existed. Robotnik, upset at being a lackey, had tried to poison Naugus and since I knew about it, the magical bastard had thought I was conniving against him! My veins were still crackling with his punishing electric magic. And that happened two days ago. "Your honor..majesty...let me ease your mind. I don't like Naugus. The old coot fried with me with electricity. He threw me out of command. I wasn't even a lackey anymore." "A lackey? I thought you were second in command." "I was both," I said to the crowd, looking pitiful. "You see, I was bestowed the gracious title of second in command, but really I was only a flunky. You have no idea how Robotnik treated me." I was going all out now. Shameless...but what's the shame in saving your life? Even a shit life like mine. "He wasn't just not nice; he was cruel. A real second in command is respected, but I wasn't. Whenever something went wrong, who's fault was it? Mine." The king raised an eyebrow and I realized, I sounded very bitter. "So, I won't be helping Robotnik or Naugus. You could say I hold a much-expected grudge." I gave King Acorn a pointed stare. Some of the furries glanced at him, then me...and I knew they were wondering if King Acorn's hostility towards me stemmed from a long-time grudge. Which it did, of course, but I was trying my best to make his grudge seem misdirected. I wasn't the one who overthrew him, I wasn't the one who converted his city to a toxic metal tyranny. I was only the poor mistreated lackey. Boo hoo hoo. I think it worked on some of them. The fat walrus' eyes were looking a little more sympathetic, as were some of the nameless furries. The king looked irritated, so I kept my grin inside my mind. "What kinda skills do ya'all have?" asked Bunnie. Her faith in me was a bit unsettling, but I decided to use her question to my advantage. Were it not for my questionable morals and my motives...which included the most common of all bad-guy goals...world domination...yes I'm ambitious, or maybe terribly delusional. But back to my point. Were it not for my motives, I could prove a nice addition to the Freedom Fighters. "Um...I know all the surveillance stuff...I'm a computer genius..." I smiled a little. So I was bragging. Big deal. "I know some military tactics, I'm good at compiling reports and data, I'm a good mechanic, a robotics expert, good mathematician, a specialist in advanced weaponry..." "A master groveler," the skunk threw in. Sonic laughed. The king banged his gavel warningly. "I'm fairly intelligent, a crackshot..." "Crackpot, maybe." Geoff snickered. "And...I know the layout of Robotropolis better than Robotnik or Naugus or that little computer of yours," I looked at Sally, "ever will. And I know lots of codes into the main computers. Who else here knows the city like I do?" "But Naugus is magical," said the king. "He won't need the computers." He was trying to downplay my skills. Old bastard. "Naugus may be magical," I growled, "but he also relies on technology. He's stingy with his magic. He only uses it if he has to. When I was there, he had Robotnik working on the computers and everything. He WILL be using just as much tech as the big round guy was." The king snorted. "Why now?" asked Sally. She'd been surprisingly quiet through the whole thing. I'd expected her to be more ruthless than her father. "Why do you want to join us now? If you hated Robotnik so much, than why didn't you join us sooner?" I knew the king was running low on patience. I was going to let loose the biggest lie and hope the king wouldn't catch it in his bloodthirsty hands. "I wanted to," I blurted out. I injected embarrassment into my voice. "I really did. Robotnik treated me awful and he was crazy anyway. I always thought I'd be better off on your side." I did a very convincing sigh of misery. "But Robotnik...he could read me like a book." Not true. Robotnik could never read me. He thought he could. But I'd always been a good actor. "He knew I wanted to join. He needed me around or he'd have to get off his fat...er...get up and do the work himself. So he threatened to kill me if I left. He'd send out SWATs after me and capture me. If I got roboticized, I'd be lucky, he said, because the other ideas he had in mind were far more unpleasant. And believe me...," I continued...I was warming up to my lie now...some anguish in my voice, a pathetic face, sad eyes. The works. My next sentence, however, wasn't a lie. "...he always carried out his threats. On me, anyway. If he threatened me harm if a plan failed...then I was sure to end up in the medical ward when the plan failed." I closed my eyes...just imagining how many times Robotnik had hurt me. It was a wonder I was still alive. Almost every bone in my body had been broken, almost every inch of skin bruised, almost every organ ruptured and bled out, all by fatass Robotnik's angry fists. I drew in a deep breath. Anger would only cloud my mind and I needed to finish out my lie. I took a few deep breaths and felt my rage tuck itself away once again. But what a huge ugly creature my rage was...and I realized I had a lot of it. And it was even more vicious than Robotnik's because it had always been shoved aside, forced back down...never expressed. The crowd was staring at me and I noticed more sympathetic eyes. I spoke again. "So I was scared...no...terrified. I didn't dare join you. I didn't want to die! But I always felt so awful when I had to roboticize or take part in his plans. I really hated myself. But I had no choice." I saw more eyes go kindly. Good good! I was hooking them all. I put even more drama into my act. "I thought about killing myself a few times...anything to get out of there. I might as well have, since I'm about to die at the hands of those I wanted so much to protect." I worked up a few tears easily and felt the coolness of them on my cheeks. Bunnie was sniffling. I put my head in my hands and pretended to sob. I was really trying not to burst out laughing. Geoff yanked me back up. I felt like punching him, but decided it looked better this way. The crowd would think he was bullying me. I let a few more tears slide down my face. "How many people have you killed?" Obviously, ole kingy wanted to end on a sour note. Screw him. I lied as easily and naturally as breathing. "None, your honor. I've killed no one." The king growled a little, then banged his gavel. "Very well. Citizens, it is time to make a decision. Shall we let Mr. Snively join us...or shall he be punished for his crimes? Which includes TREASON, may I remind you." He nodded at Geoff, who left his position of standing behind me. I relaxed a bit. The skunk handed out little scraps of paper to everyone, including himself and the king. I didn't get one. Guess I can't vote for my fate. When everyone had filled theirs out, Geoff collected them all in the stupid purple beret he wore. Then he brought them up to the king. The king drew each one out, read it to himself, and then set it on his podium. There were two piles. One pile was bigger than the other. I gulped. Was that big pile the 'join' or 'punish' pile? The king was going slow. I think he was making me sweat it out. At any rate I was sweating. The king looked up finally. "The verdict is..." The silence was drawn out. I drew in a ragged breath, much louder than I wanted it to be. "...that Mr. Snively...will" I could see Geoff's hands now, holding the thick coarse rope... me hanging... "...join us." My breath blew out and I felt dizzy. I heard Bunnie say, "Congratulations," to me, but ignored her. "So now what?" I asked Geoff. He didn't answer, because the king was talking again. "Until you've proven yourself trustworthy, Mr. Snively, you shall have an escort with you. I believe, since he seems to have taken a liking to you already, that Mr. Geoffrey St. John will be the one." "What is he, my probation officer?" I was not thrilled with this news. "Consider it that way if you like," snapped the king. "But know that I voted for punishment, Mr. Snively, and had I a REAL court, they would not have fallen for your trickery." Trickery. Bah. Made me sound like B'rer Rabbit. "Fine," I said. "As long as he doesn't join me in the shower or anything." "You'd like it too much," sneered Geoffrey. "That is all," said King Acorn. He banged the gavel. "Court is dismissed." He stood and swept out of the building, robes and tail dragging. "So now what?" I questioned again. "Well, until you get a hut built," Geoff sounded disgusted, "You'll have to stay in mine." I must've looked repulsed because he snarled, "I'm not thrilled about it either, you little faggot." The word 'faggot' surprised me a little...just because I was wimpy didn't mean I was...that way.... The dumb prick. Just for fun, I added a lisp to my voice. "Do we share the same bed, baby?" "Shut up," he growled. "An' get outta here. Go explore or somethin'." The courtroom had emptied by that time, except for Bunnie and the two-tailed fox. He was staring at me warily. Like I was going to rip off his tails or something. I gave him my best 'I don't like kids, so get lost' glare, and he left. Bunnie smiled at me and this time I smiled back. Her foolish openness and faith was so refreshing. "Oh Snively, Ah knew ya'll weren't a bad person," she said cheerfully. "Ya want me ta show ya around?" I shook my head. "Thanks, but I'd like to be alone." She nodded and left. I found myself looking at her metallic limbs as she walked off. I had always found it amusing how Robotnik ranted about her...his 'unfinished business'...his roboticization working against him. Well, I was going to become Naugus' 'unfinished business'. The old bastard was going to be sorry he left me alive. I strolled around the village for a while. It was smaller than I expected, but was still good sized. I was pretty much alone, well, not really. There were villagers everywhere, but they shunned me like I was a leper. Whether it was fear or contempt, or just shyness, I found it a bit humorous. They had huts everywhere. A huge main garden. There was a large bare patch of ground around a group of trees, with punching bags hanging from the boughs. I figured it was their training grounds. That and the fact there were villagers pummeling the hell out of the bags. There was the courtroom/meeting hall, a river nearby, and a smooth shiny pond. I strode down to the pond's edge. There was a large log there, and from the bare spot of ground right by it, I assumed it was a spot where somebody sat often. I sighed, feeling overly tired, and took a seat on the log. I had my head in my hands, staring down at my feet. I scuffed my boots around in the bare dirt, thinking I really ought to get some new clothes. Strutting around in my Robotroplian uniform was just another reminder of what I had done. "How come yer way out here?" I looked up to see the fox-brat staring at me. He looked faintly accusing, so I frowned. "Maybe I want to be way out here," I replied. Now he frowned. "How come you don't have any hair?" The little brat. I wanted to smack him. "I'm too young, kid," I said sarcastically. "The human species doesn't grow hair until they're older." "Really? No, you're lying. How can you be too young for hair?" he demanded. "And besides, yer old." "Well, you're a baby." He looked irritated. "Robotnik has hair. That dumb mustache. Yer just as old as he is." "It's rude to ask personal questions, kid." I glared at him. He sneered at me, but I ignored him to stare out over the pond. "In the courtroom...you...you said a naughty word." The kid was staring at me like I was some atrocity. "You said..." "Say it," I said. "No!" he said indignantly. "It's bad! I can't say that." "They say it. Sonic and Sally. All of the grown-ups, they say it." "They do not! They would never say that...that bad word!" "You think too highly of them. They're not as wonderful as you might think." "Be quiet, Snive-ly. You're just a bad person, that's why you have to make fun of everybody." "Think what you want. But someday, when they turn their backs on you, you'll realize I was right." He frowned heavily, then looked out at the pond. "This is where we get..." "Some of our fish," broke in another voice. "I cook zee most magnique au bleu." "That's fish," said the kid, trying to wow me with his knowledge of French. I wasn't impressed...I already knew some of the language myself. "It's cooked in wine, and I get to eat it," the kid bragged. The new voice, which belonged to the French fox, laughed. "Oui, little Tails here, he gets rock-drunk." "Stone-drunk," I corrected. "Oui, that ees what I said." He turned to Tails. "Now be running along, mon ami." The kid scurried off. The French fox drew out a sword and held it up near his face. I eyed his uniform...which was far heavier than mine, and wondered how he could wear it in this heat. Must stay around the pool most of the time...it was much cooler here. "I am a highly-trained royal guard," he said. "Zo eef you wants zee training than be coming to me." He put away the sword and adopted a martial arts horse stance. "I can also be teaching you zee keeks an' punchs! Yaaaa!" He kicked so vigorously his boot flew off and landed in the pool. "Nice kick, mate. It's about time ya washed them stinky boots anyway," came a loud voice. Antoine fished the boot out with a long stick and glared at the newcomer. "Chut! Go away! We are not wanting you around, n'est-ce pas?" "Agreed," I said. "Stop talking that mumbo-jumbo," growled the skunk. He glared hard at Antoine. "Great job, 'Twan. Bringin' him down here." "I did not bring him, bete noir." "What's down here?" I demanded. "Nothing," said the skunk with faked nonchalance. He was a bad liar. "Feh, zee skunk ees not only ugly, but stupeed as well." "You've been lookin' in a mirror too long. Keep seein' after-images of yourself." Geoff laughed, but no one else did. The skunk grabbed my arm tightly and began to drag me from the pool. "Hey, I'm not a prisoner anymore," I said. "So get your fucking hands off me." He yanked my arm really hard. I couldn't help crying out as pain shot up through my shoulders and upper ribs. Even worse was that he had me pressed up against his body. A faint musky scent clung to his fur. "I'll show ya yer room, roomie," he said. His tone scared me, but I think that's what he was trying for. "Let go!" I snapped, yanking away. "You're fruity." "Me fruity? Yer a frickin' fruit salad, Needlenose." "Needlenose!" I yelled. "How original, Mr. St. Dick! I've never heard that before! Damn, you are just the cleverest son of a bitch I've ever known!" I couldn't help it. While my temper was nowhere like Robotnik's...I could sometimes get fed up enough to scream. Like now. "I've got some booze at my place," said the skunk. "That'll calm ya down." "Get me loaded and fuck me over, huh?" My eyes widened at the thought of fighting him off. "I'll find a room with someone else." "I'm supposed ta be yer escort, 'member?" Geoffrey was following me as I walked back towards the village. I didn't like him behind me. He'd called me faggot, but I was having the suspicions that the word was a description of himself. King Acorn had probably assigned him to me on purpose...I see. I had gotten out of being hung ...Voila! My real execution was to be molested to death by Geoffrey! I trudged around the heart of the village, and then saw the gleam of metal from the main garden. The rabbit was working there. My shadow fell over her and she looked up. "Hey there, Freedom Fighta," she said. "Hello." "What's goin' on, hon?" I bit my lip. Damn. Now was not a time to be embarrassed...but what would she think? Probably that I loved her something...bah! "Do you have room in your place?" "Fer ya?" "Yes." I shuffled my boots in the garden dirt and then turned away. "Sorry, I don't know why..." "Yeah, Ah got space," she said. "Great!" I couldn't help beaming. I looked over my shoulder and smirked. The skunk was standing at the edge of the garden. "Sorry, my man-loving friend, but I've already found a place." Geoff started scowling, probably angry that his hoped-for sex waif had gotten away. Piss on that. God, what a perverted bastard. Eyeing him, I got the feeling he might be faking the whole thing, but it didn't matter. I had Bunnie. A quick glance confirmed that she was still there, intent on her digging. She was just too sweet for her own good. *************** "They're all goin' out ona mission tommorra." Bunnie was staring out the window of her hut. I was on her couch, with the blankets pulled up to my chin. I wanted my bathrobe that I slept in back at Robotropolis. It was soft as feathers and faded to a cornflower blue. But I was still in my uniform. I was too embarrassed to take up Bunnie's offer of a long nightgown. A girl's nightgown, for God's sake? Even if it was just plain white, no frills or lace or flowers. And there was no way I was going to sleep in the nude. Bunnie continued talking. "Ya could come with us if ya want... but Ah think Geoff would be followin' ya around. 'E's comin'." "Is Geoff..." I laughed nervously. "Is he...that way?" "What way?" "Umm...gay..." "Gay? Well, Ah don't know. Don't think so. 'E's always aftah Sally-gal." "Sally-girl, eh?" I snorted. "Isn't he much older than her?" "Yes...Geoff...'e's like in 'is late twenties er somethin'." I made a disapproving 'oh' sound. Robotnik always hated it. He said I sounded like a British snob. Piss on him. If I could deal with his screaming and tantrums, then he could deal with a few moans and groans. Stupid fat asshole. I smiled a little...I wouldn't have to deal with lord of lard anymore. Good. "Ah mean...older men, but not that old...that's a..." She paused to count on her fingers, and my eyes were riveted. The way her organic fingers touched upon the metal ones...the softness and silkiness of her soft fur brushing against the smooth metal. Warmth against cold. Animate against inanimate. Nature against technology. It sent a weird shiver that jumped the gaps between each one of my vertebrae. "...It's a twelve year difference. If Geoff's twenty-eight. Ah think 'e is." I barely heard her. Sweat was beading on my forehead, my breathing was shallow. It felt like a fever had suddenly scorched me. She didn't seem to notice. I guess I looked sickly no matter what...pale skin, tired eyes, no hair, a reed-thin body...I wasn't sick often, but I looked it. Maybe it was just my mental anguish showing through. I heard a dry laugh in my head. To answer one of her earlier questions, I said, "I think I'll stay here this time. I'm not sure I even want to go on missions." "Ya can't be as fragile as ya seem," she trilled. "But anyway, Ah'm goin'. So Ah've gotta get ta bed." She unbuckled her belt and then shrugged out of her purple j umpsuit. She missed my shocked eyes because she turned away and wiggled into her bed. I heard the sheets slide over her metal limbs, and I bit my lip hard. God, was she developed. Sally had a nice figure, but Bunnie... was incredible. I felt like whimpering and didn't know why. Was it from helplessness or fear or what? I felt sweat sliding down my face, and a weird prickling of my skin. No way. She couldn't be making me...I saw the sheet draped over me rise up just a tad in my general below-the belly lap area. A quick glance over at Bunnie. She was turned away from me and I heard soft snoring. She fell asleep fast. I was like that...half of the time. The other half I was insomniac. But I had never gotten much sleep anyway. Robotnik had me working long hours. Plus overtime. And my only payment was the occasional "Very good, Snively." Bah. My fists clenched unconsciously and I felt the ugly beast of rage crawling out of my mind-pit. I shoved him back in. Someday he would overpower me, and I would lose him and then what? He was all that filled me. I'd be an empty spent shell without him. Anger...what a good nice thing. My momentary 'disturbance'...I glanced down at my lap to confirm...was gone. I laid my head down on the lumpy pillow. It turned out to be one of my fast-sleeping nights. ********** "Ok! Keek!" Antoine kicked one of the punching bags. It swung wildly on the chain. "You see? Eet ees all in zee keek." "All right." I was a bit hesitant. I kicked the bag tentatively. "Non non! Keek eet like eet ees bete noir!" "Bete noir?" "Just pretend eet ees someone you hate." "All right." I imitated Antoine's kick. My foot hit the bag square and hard and it started swinging and squeaking on the chain. A ripple of malicious pleasure ripped through me. I could imagine Robotnik doubling over, a dent in the flab of his stomach. It was a nice thought and I smiled evilly. Antoine screeched suddenly and his fist flew out and struck me in the stomach. I felt my air forced out, my insides curl up and cry out, and my knees hit the ground. I gasped painfully for several minutes. Antoine helped me up. "What did you do that for?" I felt like crying, and realized that I had been getting to like Antoine. He was a dork, an outcast, a butt of jokes and rejection...we were alike. But now this. "Dat was for zat time you cooked zee escargot an' Crepe Suzettes all wrong. Dat smile reminded me of dat time." I vaguely remembered that. I think I had been loaded or something that day. Don't get me wrong. I'm not an alcoholic. I don't need it all the time, just when the pain is too bad to cope with. It beats bloodying my fists by banging on the walls like Robotnik. "Well, I'm sorry about that." I coughed. "But you're much too sensitive. I mean, you almost told all that day." "I could not help eet," growled Antoine. "All dat food ruin-ed!" he screeched and I winced, but this time he took his anger out on the bag. Good. I didn't escape Robotnik and Naugus to get more beatings. "I am sorry," apologized the fox. "I should not have done dat." I silently agreed, but accepted his apology. Later that day, I asked Bunnie where I could get some new clothes. "Why wear any?" she jokingly said. Then she laughed. "Ya'd better ask, Sally-gal. She'll get ya set up." So I headed for Sally's hurt, where I knocked on the door. I heard footsteps coming and I felt anxiety flutter through my stomach. I was looking down at my feet when the door opened. Sally's voice floated out. "Yes?" I looked up, feeling shy. Which was a bit unusual. Contrary to popular belief, I am not a shy person. But at this moment, with Sally's deep blue eyes upon me, I felt nervous sweat dot my forehead. "Yes?" she repeated. "Uh...clothes," I said. She stared at me. "Clothes, I need new clothes." "What's wrong with those ones?" she demanded. "Well...wearing these is like walking around with a flag of Robotropolis." She looked me over and my breathing got shallow just like the night before when Bunnie had taken off her jumpsuit. I guess it was the fact she was female and she was standing so close to me. I could feel the waves of... "woman-ness", I suppose you could call it... emanating off from her. It stuck me hard, and I realized how little I truly saw of women. Not that any would want me. "...available." I realized she had been speaking and I jumped. "What?" "Rotor. He might have some clothes available." "Rotor?" "Our inventor and mechanic." I looked blank. "Um...the walrus...he's a bit...hefty." I recalled who the walrus was. "Um...I think his clothes would be too big." "Look...then adjust them to fit," she said, impatience in her voice. She gave me a dismissing smile and shut the door in my face. *********** I peered warily into the workshop and heard some crude off-key singing, and saw the walrus tinkering with a robot. I felt a bit stupid, asking this fellow for clothes. I was about to tiptoe away when he said, "Hey there...uh...what's up?" He was nervous, and that made me feel better. "I was wondering if you had any clothes I could have." "Yeah, but they'll be big." "That's fine." I knew how to sew...a little. Just mostly how to hem and shorten and mend holes. He shrugged and went to a back room in the workshop. He came back with a few pairs of pants and shirts and handed them to me. I thanked him and left. *********** "Ya sure you trust faggot-boy?" "Yes. And watch your mouth." Geoffrey and Sally were walking ahead of me. My hand was enclosed in Sally's because I couldn't see. They had me blindfolded as we left Knothole. Sally didn't trust me enough obviously. When they removed the blindfold I saw we were standing on the outskirts of Nagotropolis. Though I knew we were going there, I still got a shock. I backed away. "Snively, you sure you can do it?" Sally asked, looking at me. I gulped a little. "Yes, of course." "Geoff will be with you," said Sally reassuringly, but I was not comforted. I didn't WANT Geoff with me. The stinky ass had been tailing me the entire week and I was sick of it. But I nodded. "Ok, the plan," said Sally. I sighed a little. She'd already repeated the plan two times. Must think I'm stupid or something. "Break into the top secret files, Snively. Uncle Chuck can't get into them, but you can." Her tone said 'you'd better'. "And then get out of there." She handed me a multi-disk and I shoved it into the pocket of my new outfit. It was a cute little pilot-suit thing, with lots of pockets. It was a light gray color. "I'm going to be with Uncle Chuck. We're going to listen in on Nagus and Robotnik. Good luck." She loped down the hillside and disappeared into the thick smog that hung like a curtain over the city. Geoff whistled. "She's hot, ain't she?" He whirled to look at me. "Ain't she? I'd give my stripes ta get between those legs." He shoved me. "You are a fag, aren't you? You can't tell me you don't want a piece of that." "You're old enough to be her father," I accused. "And so am I. So, no. I don't want a 'piece'." "So what? I'm NOT her pops." I started down the hill. He followed, still blabbing about Sally. I was convinced even more that he was the world's biggest pervert. I tuned him out of my hearing and concentrated instead on making my way through the junkpiles that surrounded the city. When we had cleared the junk and were standing near the side of a sleek metal building, I turned to my unwanted escort. "Now..." I had to force the next words through my teeth, "... you have to stay close to me." "Gladly, li'l buddy." Geoff rested his hand on the top of my head. "Hey, yer the perfect height ta..." I pulled away. "...to put a fist in your crotch, yes. You don't want to be spotted, do you? No? Then shut up and follow me. Or stay behind. That's even better." I wasn't used to traveling the city via air ducts, but I made it to a room with a computer. It was one of my old labs. Geoff amused himself by looking around the lab, while I broke into the computer system in record timing. "Snively," came Sally's voice through my headset. "How's it going?" "I just got into the system," I muttered. "All right. Charles and I are watching Robotnik and Naugus." As I typed I wondered how many times they'd spied on Robotnik and I. No wonder they always knew when to attack. When I got the city back...if I got the city back...I would create 'bots to patrol the air ducts. "Here's a new file," I announced. "It's Naugus', I assume." --Password:-- The screen blinked insistently. I typed in a few futile tries like 'magic' and 'void', but none worked. --Open program: CODECRACKER.-I typed. The program popped onto the screen and I set it into motion. --First digit: locked.- It was a three. The screen flashed with numbers. "What's goin' on?" demanded Geoff. "I opened one of the programs to crack codes. It'll get me into this file." "I thought passwords were words." Geoff was looking at the number three which was blinking in the upper left of the screen. "Well," I began, hoping I could explain to St. Braindead, "You can enter in a password. For example, say I want to password a file. So I use the word 'retard'..., " I gave Geoff a pointed look, "...as my password." "I follow," he said. "Well, each password is assigned a number pattern. So, you could enter either the numbers or the word you chose to unlock the file. The word just makes it easier to remember, because the number pattern can be twenty digits long. This program figures out the number pattern." "How long will it take?" he demanded. "I don't know." I rubbed the back of my head, a nervous habit. "But there's a problem. The CODECRACKER program is easily detected while it's in use." --Second digit in place.- A flashing eight appeared beside the three. Ten minutes passed and the third digit had been discovered. But there could be one more...or seventeen more. I didn't know what Robotnik was doing at the moment, but I was thankful he wasn't very attentive to the computer. He was probably munching doughnuts and drinking coffee. Or walking around with the head of a dog. Naugus loved doing those shapechanging tricks. I laughed. "What? Ya got the code?" Geoff leaned over my shoulder to stare at the screen. His hot breath was unpleasant on my neck and he smelled muskier than ever. I wondered how often he bathed. "What's Robotnik doing?" I asked Sally via headset. "He's on the computer," she replied. I could hear an older voice talking to her; Uncle Chuck, I assumed, and I thought I heard Naugus' raspy chuckle in the background. --Fourth digit in place.- Geoff banged the flat of his hand against my chair. The vibration tingled my spine. "Dammit, how long?" "I don't know." "Ya should know! You were always on these computers!" His fists clenched; I cowered out of habit and whined. "I never had to hack into the files! I always knew the passwords!" "That's because yer a traitor," growled the skunk, referring to the Acorn Kingdom. I rolled my eyes. The coup of Mobotropolis was so long ago...back when I was young and had hair and was stupider than now...seventeen long years ago. "Traitors are supposed ta hang, and ya got off easily, ya little faggot, just remember that. So don't mouth off." I couldn't recall mouthing off, as he put it. Impatience made him even more bad-tempered than usual. Reminded me of Robotnik. --Fifth digit in place.-The five digit chain blinked...38103... and then blinked out. Replacing the CODECRACKER program was Nuagus' file, open and ready to download. Geoff smirked in satisfaction and I inserted the multidisk. --Download file to drive A:\.- The computer whined as information went from the hard drive to the multidisk. A bar appeared on the screen, an indicator of how long it would take to download. Static crackled in my ear and then Sally's voice came through, low and urgent. "Snively, he's on to you! Pull out!" The bar was a quarter full. "Wait a second. I've almost got this file." "Well, hurry," hissed Sally. "He's sent out SWATbots..." The alarm lights went on and sirens buzzed. Geoff grabbed my arm. "C'mon." His eyes flashed from red to blue to red again, and I knew I looked the same way. "No." "C'mon!" "No!" I struggled. "Pull out! Repeat! Get out of there!" Sally's voice was still low, but the screaming sirens empathized her panic. "C'MON!!" hollered Geoffrey, and he yanked my arm hard. I held onto the chair, screaming in protest and pain...he was going to tear my arm off! I heard SWATs coming down the corridor. Faintly. They were still far off, but I knew they would be running. --Transfer complete-The computer droned, and I ejected the multidisk and shut down the computer to hide the evidence of my tampering. The disk went into my pocket, and then the door was knocked down and Geoff was fighting the 'bots and one of the stun rays hit him, and he was out cold. Sally was hissing in my ears and I fled for the air ducts. Metal hands closed around me and I struggled. "Let me go!" I tried kicking the 'bot, tried punching it. It only hurt my fists. **************** They brought us down to the interrogation room. The bots didn't secure Geoff, but they held me tight. That's because I was awake...while Geoff did not pose a threat to them in his current state. I heard the door slide open and the 'bot holding me turned. I took in the room's new occupants...one fat tyrant-turned-lackey, Robotnik, and one mean-looking wizard, Naugus. Naugus walked right up to me. His wrinkly hand gripped my chin hard. He had a habit of staring hard into your eyes. "Ah, the little traitor returns," he rasped and his breath washed over me. I wrinkled my nose in disgust. "What are you doing here?" "Nothing! Just uh...came back to get some of my things." Not that I had anything worth returning for. He looked to Geoff. "And who is this?" "I don't know." I hoped he would think the SWATs caught us separately. That we weren't connected. "He's a Freedom Fighter, master," offered Robotnik timidly. "Is that true?" Nagus's red/orange eyes looked at me. "I don't know. I don't know him." Nagus looked ready to believe me, but Robotnik butted in. Damn him. "He's joined the Freedom Fighters, master." "Is that true?" Naugus asked again. "No." I gave Robotnik my best 'yer crazy' look. "Shall I interrogate him, master?" Robotnik asked in an eager voice. I stuck my tongue out at him. "No," rasped Nagus. "No need for that." His claw began to glow. I knew what was coming and I struggled. But the SWATs held me tight. "No!" I whined. "No!" Orange and yellow magic crackled around the claw. "Are you a Freedom Fighter?" Then the magic lashed out, swarming onto me. It felt like fire through my veins. It was fire! No...when my eyes swept over my body, I saw my skin was not burning. But the terrible energy felt like my nerves were exploding and my skin bubbling and melting inside. I screamed. I thought I heard Robotnik laughing. Nagus repeated his question. I barely acknowledged but wailed, "Yes! Yesssss I AM!!!!" The magic faded. The SWATs held me around the waist...I hugged my body, almost hysterically. But it did nothing to soothe me. But suddenly my eyes widened. My hand had touched something in one of my pockets. Of course! It was the remote Robotnik had given me a long time ago. It could control 'bots, including the SWAT holding me... "Where is Knothole?" demanded Nagus, after a whispered conference with his lackey. Geoffrey started moaning. He was coming back to the world. I said nothing. The magic crackled. I cried, "I won't give away Knothole!" And then Geoff sat up. Robotnik and Naugus looked towards him, and I took the distraction to draw out my remote. Seconds later, the SWAT released me and stood still. Geoff shoved past Naugus and I followed. "C'mon traitor!" Geoff hissed. He allowed me to run ahead of him, and he wouldn't let me stop. He was a little overeager to get me out of there. ************** When we reached Knothole, Geoff was silent, hovering in the background as I gave the disk to Sally. She asked me what was on it and I told her I didn't know. I hadn't looked at it. She walked off towards her hut and Geoff popped back into the foreground. His black hand shot out and grabbed my skinny arm. He squeezed crushingly hard and then swept my legs out from under me. I hit the ground hard. Then his boot kicked me in the ribs. It hurt and I started whining. He reached down, grabbed my nose, and pulled me to my feet. I tried to punch him, while gasping for breath, but he grabbed my fists. "Stop it!" I yelled. "Let go of me!" "You traitor," he hissed. "You gave away Knothole!" Before I could protest, he was dragging me off to one of the huts. It was a newer hut...the thatch was golden instead of the faded brown-gray like the rest. Geoff didn't knock. He just barged in, dragging me by the back of the collar. My toes scraped against the ground. King Acorn was seated in a chair and he looked up at our arrival. "Bad news?" he asked upon seeing me. He was holding a jeweled scepter in his hands. "I'm afraid KnotHole's newest citizen has betrayed out trust." King Acorn rose up. "Release him." Geoff did, and I indignantly brushed myself off. "He gave away KnotHole," accused Geoff. "I did not!" The king looked very calm. "Your proof?" "I heard him. We got captured in the city and I got knocked out. I woke up to hear him telling Naugus where Knothole was." "He's lying!" I burst out. "I told them I wouldn't give away Knothole! They don't know where it is. I didn't tell them!" The king had always seemed so calm and composed. I didn't have time to react because it happened fast. One second the king had the scepter poised up, calmly, and the next second he clubbed me with it. Right across the face. I crashed down to the floor and curled up to protect my stomach. The club descended on my back and shoulders. I tried to kick the king. It was a mistake. I didn't hit him and I exposed my stomach. The scepter slammed into my belly, as brutal as a baseball bat. My innards smashed against my spine, my cries caught in my throat. My fingers strained at the air helplessly. I curled up again before he could hit me again. Geoff kicked me and I heard the king clear his throat. The chair squeaked as he sat back down and I heard a thump. He'd set the scepter down on his desk, I guess. The crazy bastard. Tears felt strangely hot on my face, and I felt blood...even hotter, bubbling out of my mouth. My teeth had cut the inside of my cheek. "Then it's settled." I heard the flick of a match and smelled the tang of smoke. I looked up to see who was the smoker. Both of them. The king with a cigar and Geoff with a long cigarette. Everybody did something harmful to their bodies. Me with my booze and my apathy...letting everybody beat me around...them with their cigars and blackened lungs. "It's settled," the king repeated. "There will be no trial. He will be hung. I should've done so in the first place." Geoff opened a closet. From my position on the floor, I could see his feet and tail. He reached for something. And then I saw a long trailing length of rope. I wiped the back of my hand over my mouth. The blood smeared over my cheek. I knew from experience that my teeth would be slimey red with it. Robotnik had hit me in the face plenty of times. I pushed myself into a sitting position. It sent needles...no, more like knife stabs...of pain through me. Right up through my stomach to the base of my spine. I felt sick. Then Geoffrey grabbed me and we left the hut. ************* A while later, King Acorn and Geoffrey had the rope strung over a tree limb, the end tied into a noose. It wasn't a proper gallows. Geoff would hold onto the free end of the rope and pull me off the ground. I sighed. Didn't matter if it was proper or not. It would still keep the air out of me. I wondered briefly if I would die from air not getting IN. Maybe it was the other way. Perhaps the hanged died because air couldn't get OUT. But either way they died. We had passed by Sally's hut on the way to the tree. She hadn't even looked out the window. Real attentive, that one. She'd been focused entirely on her hand-held computer. Opening the file I'd downloaded, I guess. King Acorn directed me to the noose and lifted the rope necklace up and placed it around my neck. For a brief second I felt like a prince receiving his father's crown and mantle. "For betraying the location of KnotHole...a feat equal to TREASON!!...this man will hang." The small crowd around us gasped. The king nodded solemnly at Geoff. I closed my eyes, feeling the pounding of my heart, my mind pleading and sobbing. I was terrified and my fear sparkled down my cheeks. It's the end. The blissful end. No pain ever. It was a tempting thought. Lord knows...be it the Mobian lord or the Earth lord or any lord at all...they knew I'd suffered. Suffered my entire wretched life. Death meant no pain. No pain ever ever ever... But then I realized how addicted I was to pain as my feet left the ground. Hanging...or any sort of strangulation... is not as quick as it looks in the movies. I must of hung for a full two minutes, struggling like a fish, a hook ripped through its lip. My eyes bulged and my throat was going numb. My lungs stretched and screamed, the trapped air inside straining for a way out. My veins ached, every single vessel...from the smallest capillary to the largest artery. I felt my feet kicking. They seemed far off. Unimportant. All the agony was in my chest and head. Then I heard screaming. Just as I blacked out I felt the sensation of dropping to the ground...something striking me...no me striking something...the ground... And then all was dark. ************** "I'm dead." My voice sounded slurred. Was I drunk? No! That bastard. The crazy old coot. He almost killed me! I drew in quick frantic breaths, and then slowed down, relishing the feel of air swirling into my lungs. "Snively? You ok?" I felt a warm hand on my forehead. It felt so good. I took it in my hands and kissed it...the silky palm, the slender fingers...the sweet vanilla smell of the fur. I opened my eyes to see Sally looming over me. I released her hand. Damn! Now I felt stupid. I saw Bunnie sitting on a bed, looking concerned. I suddenly wished it was her crouching beside me. Her hand I kissed. "I'm fine," I rasped. My neck burned and I touched it with a tentative hand. Rope burns. The beast reared up again. My rage, clawing its way up my throat...I tried to close it in the cage of my teeth, but it was too late. "Where is he?!" I hollered. "Where is that fucking bastard!?" Sally grabbed my hands. "Calm down!" I ignored her and screamed. Too angry. Can't calm...I cursed her out. Bunnie took Sally's place, trying to calm me...nice try. The beast had found an outlet through my voice and this little fool rabbit thought she could force the beast back in? I couldn't even keep it in! She tried to shush me by lying her fingers against my lips, but it didn't work. I don't have control...not now... "Shush, shush now, hon," Bunnie whispered soothingly. Then she leaned forward. Her lips brushed mine for a moment. It wasn't a sensual kiss. More like a motherly peck. But firecrackers exploded throughout my veins and heat suddenly flushed all over my body. I hoped I wasn't blushing...she couldn't know how much that peck had affected me. No! It couldn't be. It wasn't her. It was just my brush with death. Bunnie smiled and that sight was so wondrous I almost gasped. I never dreamed a furry...a stupid animal...no! It's my imagination...no animal is that beautiful. "You're fine then?" asked Sally. She was all business now. Or all bitch. I snickered...ow! I clutched my belly in pain. "Yes, except your father beat the crap out of me before he tried to kill me. Where's the doctor around here?" She frowned. "I was hoping you could make it to the meeting." I must admit...I almost lost it again. So nonchalant...how could she be so DAMN insensitive? I thought these Freedom Fighters were caring...compassionate...the exact opposite of ole Julian... But no! Sally was being just like my uncle. I had nearly DIED for God's sake, and she wanted me to...go to meetings? My recovery had to fit HER schedule... "Well...I am in agonizing pain, but I suppose I can sit and drink tea and play a little bridge." Sally frowned. "I need some painkillers, NOW, princess, if you don't mind." I stared her square in the eye. She was frowning harder. Didn't believe her wonderful father could do such a brutal thing. Then she nodded slightly. "All right. I won't call the meeting yet. Not till you're checked out." "I'm touched, princess," I said as we headed towards the infirmary. "Postponing your meeting for me." "You got the file. You oughta know what's on it." She sounded polite in that forced way...when you really want to tell a person to go fuck theirself. Well, piss on her. Wasn't my fault her father was a fucking lunatic. The Void must've done it to him. He wasn't nearly so fruity when he was king. "So...is this doctor certified?" "He's the best we have. He was a doctor for my father." "Great. Now I know I won't come out alive," I muttered. We entered the infirmary...by this time I was walking very painfully. The doc was a duck. His tag read "Quack". Doctor Quack, eh? The name seemed stupid...like some kind of bad pun. The guy probably was a crackpot. "What's the problem?" he asked me. "I need some painkillers. King Acorn beat me up." "Really?" He cocked an eyebrow. "Yes, really." "Hokay. Follow me." He wanted to examine me. I thought it was unnecessary. I just wanted the pills. But he insisted. I had to wrap myself up in a sheet because they didn't have those stupid paper robes. Then I had to lay down on a metal table. I was glad Geoff wasn't here. The sicko would probably try to molest me. As it was, Doctor Quack poked and prodded my stomach. I felt like punching him. He kept jabbing me, hard enough to make me start whining. Stupid prick. I knew my poor body was bruised, especially my back and stomach, and this doc was being just as nonchalant as the princess about it. But I was the traitor, wasn't I? They didn't have to treat me with respect. I deserve it, I suppose. I'd never treated them with respect... much less kindness.... "You got a few scars on your stomach," said the good doc. "It's from surgery," I said. "I could tell. From what? Don't look so hostile. It's doctor's curiosity." "It was to repair internal bleeding," I sighed. "The medics did a good job," he remarked. "You can barely see the scars." "I won't be wearing any midriff shirts anyway." "You'll have some bruising and probably pain for a few days, but nothing's serious." He poked a gloved finger into my mouth to check out the wound my teeth had made. So, I made it to the meeting with a wad of gauze in my mouth and loaded with painkillers. While people filed into the meeting hall/courtroom, I talked to Sally. "Why aren't I dead? How come His Majesty stopped his lynching?" "I stopped him because he had no proof. We cut you down. He had only Geoffrey's word...and you were blindfolded, you couldn't of known the location anyway. Just the same, I sent word to Uncle Chuck to get proof of whether or not you did give it away." I hoped Uncle Chuck wasn't a liar. "Well, thank you," I said. She nodded, but her eyes were impatient. She didn't like me. Tough shit. I didn't care for Ms. Pert n' pretty myself. "All right, group," said Sally. "Got some disturbing news." She looked very solemn behind the podium. I was glad to be sitting in the crowd instead of in front of everyone. Not that anyone sat near me. They all sat as far away from me as possible. Geoff came in, his flat blue eyes swiping the room. They saw me and a sickening grin spread over his face. The bastard sat down behind me. I could smell his musky stomach-turning scent. It hung in the air like an insult...and I was insulted. Insulted by the brute following me around. Antoine sat next to me, looking worried. "Zee princess, she ees not having that light in her eyes. These ees bad." He chewed on his claws nervously. Geoffrey kicked the back of his chair. "He ees a disgrace to zee royal guard," growled the tailless fox. "Yer a disgrace, Ant. You wimp." Geoff kicked his chair again. Sally glared over at us, her eyes laying the blame on me. I sighed. "We've uncovered," she paused to elaborate, "Geoffrey, Snively, and myself uncovered this top secret file and I've discovered Naugus' newest plan. It's...it's twisted... I don't think he's necessary after us...he just wants to test his magical capacity." "Tell us, mah princess!" "He's planning to deroboticize some people..." There were a few cheers, but she rose her voice. "But not for good! Not for good purposes! Nicole...display." A holograph shimmered in the air. There was a crude drawing of a beast...but looking closer, I saw it was lots of furries molded together into this horror. "This is what Naugus is going to do. Use his magic to..." Sally held her hands out and then brought them together. "...to smoosh them all together." There were gasps from the crowd. Geoffrey whistled. "That's quite a trick, luv. Ya think he can do it?" "It doesn't matter if he can or can't. If he deroboticizes them, then we have to rescue them! Just think of how many new citizens we'd have!" The crowd was getting riled up. I felt this pang...of guilt? But it was almost a pleasurable guilt...like a woman eating the forbidden chocolate treat while on a strict diet...it was I who had roboticized...it was I who had released Naugus...it was I who had caused their troubles. My eyes narrowed. Who cares. These stupid animals weren't my friends anyway. They were even stupider if they thought so. I turned to glare hatefully at Geoff, whose kicking had transferred from Ant's chair to mine. And then the meeting was over. But not for everybody. Oh no. I was one of the privileged. I was one of the rescue team. I looked around the scant population of the room. There was Sally and her father, heatedly arguing. I smiled almost smugly...they were arguing about me. "I don't believe him, daddy! You know Geoffrey overexaggerates. There's no proof that he told." "I don't want that traitor...," King Acorn's accusing eyes glanced up to stab at me. I looked as innocent as possible, "...to go with you. Not until Charles says he's innocent. It's too risky." "All right. He won't go till then." King Acorn laid a gentle kiss on his daughter's forehead. Also in the room was Sonic, who was tapping his feet impatiently. "Gonna spoil the mission, aren't ya, mate?" Geoffrey was mouthing off to the hedgehog. I suspected Geoff was just going along to keep his beady eyes on me. He couldn't be of any other use. Bunnie and Antoine were seated near each other, their faces very close. Discussing the mission maybe, or maybe brushing lips. Probably the latter. For second I felt a twinge of envy for Antoine. Oh, to be inches from Bunnie's face...feel her soft whiskers on my skin, her eyes, the color of light on newborn leaves, gazing into mine...I loved the way one of her ears flopped down onto her cheek. It was like a skein of golden-brown silk. I rubbed the back of my head, and tried to push those thoughts away. Bunnie is an enemy. An animal. Animals and humans don't mix. I didn't really listen to the rest of the meeting. I didn't have a big part anyway. I was just back-up. I was too busy trying to banish my thoughts on Ms. Rabbot. God...through the entire meeting I kept glancing at the unwanted invader of my thoughts. I rubbed my head nervously. No. I did not care for Bunnie. In any way. I did not want her. In any way. I sipped in a long breath of air. It felt cool sliding into my lungs. But the rest of me felt hot. I was burning up. ************ I was sleeping. Wrapped up in a sheet. The room was still dark when two hands grabbed my shoulder and shook. I didn't want to wake up. I was having one of those mystical hazy erotic sort of dreams, and I was jerked out of it. "Wake up, hon." Bunnie's whispering was like an extension of my dream. I slowly opened one eye and saw Bunnie leaning over me. Her pink nose and soft lips were right there. I closed my eyes. "What time is it?" I groaned. "It's 6:00." I groaned again. Then I felt something soft tickling my ear. It was Bunnie's whiskers. She giggled and I jumped, falling off the couch. My leg hit Bunnie's and she tripped, falling on top of me. She was heavy from the robotic limbs. Her eyes widened a little and the pink inside of her ears got darker...like blushing. I felt the heat rush into my cheeks...oh my... we were in the perfect position to... No! I smiled weakly as Bunnie laughed and climbed off. I slid back up onto the couch and rubbed the back of my head. "We got news from Sugah-Chuck last night. Ya were already in bed. But Chuck said that ya didn't give away Knothole." "No kidding." "So ya can come on this mission. We gotta git there early, ya know. 'Cause the deroboticization is supposed ta happen around 9:00." Great. I was so excited. ******** I was picking at my breakfast. It was a fruitbowl.... I avoided the cantaloupe and honeydew melon, but the watermelon I scarfed up. I also downed the grapes and strawberries. I was eating my breakfast all by my lonesome self, perched on the log by the pool. I allowed my gaze to travel over the still waters. Why had Geoffrey yelled at Antoine for bringing me down here? I heard the stomping of feet coming my way. "Sally! The hedgehog dressed up like a SWATbutt? I'm the slyest of the sly, the quietess of the quiet! I won't get spotted." "Sonic." Sally's voice was impatient and they came into my view and stood looking at the pool. "Me and you and Bunnie are going to dress up like SWATbots. The other three are back-up. That's final! And if you don't like the plan then stay behind!" Sonic's face was stormy and he turned to me. "Get out of here, Needlenose. This is a private conversation!" "Leave him alone. And quit changing the subject. Are you going along with the plan or not?" "Parade around in a bunch of metal," grumbled the blue blur. "ARE YOU?" Sally's voice was no-nonsense. "Ok ok, Sal. But just for you." Sonic managed a sweet smile. "Thank you." I stared down at the ground as they kissed. Then a light crept over the ground, killing the shadows around my feet. I thought it was only sunlight through the trees, but it got brighter and brighter. I looked up and saw a golden ring spinning in the air above the water. The pool was disturbed...the ring must've come from the water! Sally reached out and snatched the ring as it fell, and then placed it into Sonic's backpack. I watched in interest. It was a power ring! Something Robotnik had drooled at the thought of. We'd gotten our hands on one a couple of times. So they came out of the pool? But how? I peered into the water, but saw only the reflections of the trees. Sally and Sonic walked off. I dipped my fingers into the water. It was cold. I decided I'd swim down and see where the rings came from. But not today. I sat back down and finished my breakfast. ************** So there we were in Robotropolis again. Bunnie and Sally and Sonic had trashed three of the bots standing guard along one of the Robotroplian streets. Dressed in SWATbot armor, the three Freedom Fighters had taken the destroyed 'bots' place. Me, Antoine, and Geoffrey St. Dick were standing in a nearby alleyway. I was diverting any SpyEyes that came near with my remote. Sally had contact with us via a headset that Antoine was wearing. She also had contact with Uncle Chuck. Why call him uncle if he was only related to Sonic? I wondered. I guessed they considered themselves a big family. Ooh. How sweet. It made me sneer. My family. Puh. My father was an abusive alcoholic who thought he deserved respect. My uncle...he was a piece of crap. "What's your problem?" demanded Geoffrey. He shoved me. I slammed into the alleyway wall and felt pain stab through my shoulder. I head Sally's voice over Antoine's headphones. The fox listened for a few moments. I caught the word 'deroboticized' and then Antoine turned to us. "Dey are derobticize-ed. Dey will be coming down theese street. We stay here..." He gave Geoff a hard stare. "...while Son-eek an' mah princess an' bonne et bell Bunnie rescue dem. We only go out eef der ees trouble. Understanding?" "Understanding, mate," drawled Geoffrey. I nodded. So we waited. Antoine got fidgety. He was very nervous, but was trying to hide it. I wasn't feeling so hot myself. "Wimp," said Geoffrey. "Never shoulda come. Cracks like an egg under pressure." "Did you know...that when pressure is applied to both ends of an egg it doesn't break?" "No. An' who cares?" Geoffrey rewarded my interesting fact by pulling my hair. Not that I had much of it. Only a few sparse strands. I couldn't bear to cut them off. Even though they were a painful reminder of the hair I had loved. "Maybe mah fathair will be one," mumbled Antoine. "Your father was roboticized?" Geoffrey rapped his knuckles on my head. "You oughta know, faggot." "I didn't do all the roboticizations, and besides we roboticized thousands. I don't remember everyone." Ant's green-blue eyes looked sad. "I hope mah fathair ees der." "So cueball, what happened to yer pops?" asked Geoff. "He died," I said. "Ya sound happy 'bout it. Ya killed him, didn't ya?" "No." I frowned. "But I should have." Geoff's muzzle crinkled with a malicious grin. "Ah, I get it. He hit you around, didn't 'e? Whoo! Did 'e make you a faggot? 'E did, didn't 'e? Oooof..." Geoff's taunting broke off as I punched him in the groin. He moaned and slumped against the wall. "Quiet!" hissed Antoine. Sally's voice came over again. "They're coming. We're going to move...remember don't do anything unless we're in trouble!" I peeped out of the alleyway. Geoff's hand lighted on my collar. He thought I was going to jump out or something. I wasn't. Ant wasn't as worried. "What do you see, Snip-ley?" I didn't correct him, but stated what I saw. "There's a group of SWATs coming...they're leading the uh...deroboticizees. Our group is still standing still." When the SWATs came closer, our team broke free from their guard positions. The deroboticizees were in a double row formation behind them. They screamed as laser fire broke out. It was directed at our team. One of ours blocked a laser beam with a forearm. Another team member kicked a hole in a SWATbot. "They in trouble?" asked Geoff. "No." Although our team looked exactly like SWATbots, I could tell them apart. Even when our team was in the thick of the fight. Their movements were more graceful, more fluid. The SWATs moved fast, but controlled. They didn't twist and dodge nearly as much...so it wasn't hard to keep an eye on ours. And they were doing good. The SWAT team of ten was already outnumbered by our three! Our team ripped the legs off one, and beat the other's head in with them. I looked around nervously; not even Robotnik at his laziest could miss this much commotion. And I knew more than one SpyEye would get past my remote to record the scene. The deroboticizees were also a problem; they were far from cooperating. I didn't blame them for trying to flee...they didn't know what the hell was going on. Geoff was jostling to get past me, and I let him. The sight of him calmed some of the deroboticizees...if they'd known his personality they would've all ran. Then our team pulled off their saucer-shaped helmets and further soothed the group of ex-robots. "Come on," said Sally. "Follow us. We know the way out." Glad for some direction, the ex-robots followed us. Sonic was complaining as we ran. Boo hoo hoo...I can't run in this...this cramps my style...blah. I wanted to smack him across his loudmouth face. He'd been irritating to me when I was a Robotroplian; now he was unbearable. But despite Sonic's complaints, we made good time. We were picking our way through the junkpiles when I felt it. I didn't know what it was exactly. Some sound or feeling. Like a vibration in my bones. I looked at my companions to see if they felt it...weren't animals supposed to have better senses than humans? Apparently not. They weren't feeling it, and if they were, they weren't showing it. Then I realized what it was. Around Robotnik, you felt a heavy ominous hum in the air. His aura! Around Sally, it was a leadership aura! With Bunnie, it was this air of kindness. That's what this was. An aura. A magical hum. Naugus. "He's here!" I cried. Geoff gave me one of those 'isn't he silly' looks, but Sally looked over, her eyes anxious. "Who's here?" "Naugus!" "Oh sure," leered Geoff. "He is!" I insisted. We kept going, and unfortunately Geoff was proven wrong. We rounded a bend in the maze of junk and there he was. Naugus doesn't look threatening. He's short (though not as short as me), and hunched over and looks like a monster some little kid would draw. Pointy teeth and a horn on his head and a thick cumbersome tail. But I knew better. I knew he wasn't harmless. He was the most powerful creature I'd ever met. And he is an enemy. Great. "What are you doing, Freedom Fighters?" he demanded. "What's it look like, lame brain?" The hedgehog shot back. Naugus looked amused. "The quickfoot! Your speed is amazing." He smiled crookedly. "These good people volunteered to help me with a project, and now you're taking them away? That is quite rude." "Can it," interrupted Geoffrey. "Let us pass." "If I do not?" "Then we shall attack," said Sally grimly. "I think not, princess!" Naugus laughed his raspy laugh and aimed his claw at Sally. A blazing energy bolt ripped towards her. "No!" Bunnie threw herself sideways, taking the blast. Her SWATbot suit clattered around her, broken right off her body. She groaned and flopped to the ground. "Bunnie!" The cry came from my mouth. I hardly recognized it. And then I was running towards her. That armor had shattered off her... had her body shattered as well? When I reached her I was whimpering in fear for her. My hands rested on her wrist, finding a pulse, and I looked up, relieved. Antoine had just reached her too, and our eyes met. Eyes are the windows to the soul, and lighting flashed between our two open windows and then Antoine drew his lip between his teeth and his windows slammed shut. His hands grabbed Bunnie's possessively. I backed off. I heard Naugus laugh and then a bolt was heading for Antoine. Sally was herding the deroboticizees to safety while Naugus was distracted. Sonic was ripping off his SWATbot armor, his expression fierce. That one loved to fight. I saw it all in this weird slow motion. And then my legs were pushing me off the ground. My body in front of Ant's...the bolt of magic dazzling my eyes. Why I leapt...I don't know. To fool the Freedom Fighters into thinking I was loyal to them? Loyal enough to take blows for them? Or did I really care? It was too hard to think. The magic hit me like a fist enclosed in cement and I reeled backwards. My nerves ached...my brain cramped up, muscles locked. My body felt like one big open wound, the magic like salt rubbed into it. I must've fallen to the ground. I felt it beneath me, hard as my cot in Robotropolis. I heard pitiful whimpering sounds. They were coming from me, I realized. Then I heard Sonic's loud voice yelling and Naugus responding back, wheezy laughter in his voice. "Don't worry, 'Twan. I got 'im." I couldn't see a thing. I'm blind, I thought absently. Pain usually blocks out any worries. Turns them into distance memories. But when the pain fades, those worries loom up. But right now the whiteness that filled my vision was unimportant. Only the pain mattered. And the two strong arms that suddenly lifted me and cradled me to a strong chest. We were moving. I heard Naugus exclaiming about Sonic's speed. He sounded angry. Sonic was laughing and taunting, which was no big surprise to me. My rescuer was running now. I clung to his chest and realized it was Geoffrey. But it didn't matter. "Bunnie," I whispered. "Ant's got 'er," drawled the skunk, his voice jarred as he ran. Oh good. That was very good. She was safe. I closed my eyes and my white vision faded to black. I'd have to get more painkillers from the good doc. And if he refused to give me any...then he was going to need some himself... ************ "That was so brave of both of ya!" Bunnie's face was alight with pride as she gazed at me and Antoine. Antoine thanked her with a kiss, I with an embarrassed smile. Antoine had some laundry to take down from the village's clothesline and he left, not looking at me. Because he knew I had affection for Bunnie. I didn't realize how deep my affection for her was...not until that moment when we exchanged looks over her injured body. I saw Antoine's panic and disappointment and his fierce protectiveness over her. And I saw...the shade of the same thing in my own eyes, reflected back at me. It was hard to believe...but even if it were true...Antoine was being overly jealous. I wasn't going to take her away. Of course, he did like the princess too, who was strictly tied to Sonic. I realized he just couldn't bear to lose another beloved girl. But he wouldn't. I glanced towards Bunnie's face. Or would he? No. Bunnie was just fond of me. She was fond of everyone. Antoine should have no worries of me taking her away. No one had ever loved me anyway. "Ya'all were really brave, ya know," she commented. "Ah was raht. Ya'all ain't evil. Yer a true Freedom Fighta now, fer shore." I couldn't look her in the eye. How could I tell this lovely creature I would betray her? That I'd betray them all. That I wanted to betray them all. My throat tightened. I'd told her my plans when she'd first captured me. Before she'd brought me to Knothole, before I'd stood trial. My plans...that I was going to be the Robotroplian leader. But she didn't believe me. She didn't think I was evil, the damn fool. What did she know? Dammit! Why did she have to be so damn nice? It screwed me up. It made my heart tremble with a bizarre and unsettling feeling. She reached out to pat my arm. "You ok, hon?" "Yes," I replied, and then I left and ran down to the power ring pool where only the silent trees could gaze at me. I saw my reflection. It was not a reflection of evil. It reflected a weak little human, fear and confusion woven into a reed-thin body. Was I evil? Was it possible I was not? Could Robotnik's damage to me be reversed? Or...or was I like a beaten dog, turned mean permanently? No amount of love can bring it around again. A leaf fell into the pool's surface. A baby leaf, sunshine-green. Bunnie's eyes. I knelt and touched the leaf almost reverently. Bunnie, the shining one, a light amidst darkness. Who knows. I'll wait for the future. When Naugus is brought down, I'll go whatever way seems right. Right now, with my hands cradling the baby leaf...the right way seemed right here. With the Freedom Fighters. The End!